sorry for not posting lately guys. i have been busy hanging out with my ex. i tried to place distance between us by telling her off like i always wanted to and kicked her out of my house. It usually works for about 2 or 3 months but this time she called back within a days time. She asked if i still wanted to hang and I thought it was a joke. I was certain she wanted to get closer to me to deliver some sort of humiliating retaliation for kicking her ass to the curb, and for that shit i said. Ultimately she hasn't yet and has spent the night several nights in a row already. things are looking good but she still doesnt want me as a boyfriend yet. i think its because she really wants me to get a job before she commits to me i cant believe it, all i need to do is just off my ass and get a job and i'll have a GF but i still probably wont do it.